To: Me from LETTER
There’s a lightning bug in the sky…
You can’t ignore the sudden emergence of light…
Even though you know that you saw it, somehow you still seem to lose sight…
There’s a lightning bug in the sky…
He’s my shepherd, I’m his sheep…
So no matter where I eat, for me, the grass is always green…
…
Contradictions…
Invisible, I mean I never was…
But I was…
I mean I never did, but I did…
I mean I never quit, but I quit…
And yet I still won, because he forgives…
The feeling of immortality used to make my thought process systematically unrealistic…
Now the thought of mortality seems to make my ambition less persistent…
Misinterpretation of my personality seems to affect me more than it should…
I used to look for consolation from those who I thought understood…
But its ok, and Imma be ok, and you’re gone be ok…
As for today…
You’re my brighter place…
At that moment when you realize that in spite of all your fears, and in spite of all your tears, everything is still worth it…
When you realize no money you acquire, or superficial things you desire, can ever make you perfect…
When you realize your mistakes are in the past, and whether good or bad, only the things you do for God will last…
When you realize that you are loved, and if you can’t see it here, you can always look above…
In that moment… In this moment…
God paid the price, so now you own it…